I love you.



The pain you feel is the pain i caused,
It was not necessary but nor was it intentional,
Believe me when you read this,
I miss how we were and the closeness we felt,
I miss the long chats we had and the laughter you gave me,
Please know that it was never realise that made me act this way,
Only pain from the past and confusion that blurred my judgment,
What i felt for you, it was real.

I hear now you are falling in love and happy,
I doubt you know how happy that makes me,
I only wish that i could have given you that,
I hope now you have it,

I know you feel as if you were the only one that suffered at the hands of my confusion,
I need you to know this is not true,
If this had happened a little later maybe things would be different,
Maybe i could have given you my heart,
But at the time I had no heart to give,
As it had been with another,
Then shredded into pieces i could not mend,
Maybe someday,
We can know what would happen when i have my heart healed,
But for now, i hope this poem is enough,
It is for you and only you my dear,
It is my feelings,
My soul,
My heart-ache.


I love you.

Dynamics and style. ; 9:04 AM